isaiah j shockley

born on a farm in soutrhern new jersey the son of a minister and a methodist wife , my mother who i love unconditionally even though she's not with me. my father old school tough , firm hand somtimes bordered abuse, we had a distructive relationship. family consisted of five girl an just me , the only boy in the family, spoiled one could make that assessment?

I was born an artist , like one with a paint brush in his mouth , i craved artistic creations, and expressions, a pure innocent love of the arts even till this day. creative writting, poetry , expressions within music and dance i live for . the reasons i guess i'm definitely a non conformist and a rebel at times, i see life much defferently then this hyocritical political circus we cal,government !!

two conversation you never want to involve me in politics and religion its hopeless to debate me on either, i have a well sounded platform i'll never deviate from. oh but i'm open mended enough to hear your sides , because i allow you that god given right , but you'll never sway my opinions of either.

as a man i'm passionate and affectionate to a fault, a real uncurrable romantic , not like the men of today, whomjust think with thier'LITTLE HEAD "instead of the one God gave to to express the inner man that counts.  a man is never judged by his materialism or monitary worth , in God's eyes, just the shallow empty minds of those people who feel such assinine mundane things count in real life. a means never the end always remember that !!

women to me are instrument to keep a man focussed other times a means of thier distruction if they allow thier vissions to be blurred by " manipulative decietful"black window spider" mentality certain women possess to deter them from thier quest in life through lust and sexual pleasures even today history repeats itself in a sexual driven socirty bent on exploitation of a female gender for no more then sexual promiscuity and pornigraghic purposes to the weak minds of the sexual predators and deviates of this society.

to love a women one has to evolve past the pain of regret,denial, selfishness, ego, pride, addicted to sexual behaviors that seems uncurrable your no more then a mindless slave to your own lust. see her in a different light? as a artist percieves her " a subject " of beauty beyond a paint brush strokes, piaint on a canvas, a nude body , posing!! a mere image of God's intellectual thoughts of true devine beauty that shines from within. her libido, true essence of the contents of her heart and soul, which in endlessly evolving truly defines her, not the sexual portions of her, ass,breast, legs, virgina etc.

love ? is apithany ? not expecting anything in return !!  then one possesses true love from another ! that simple !!

now you have met isaiah ,happy to have made your aquaintance !!